An angel on his two knees, arms stretched towards the red sea; of violence and a sultry tongue.

-Saturday, October 29, 2005-

[Happy Halloween]

the first half of today was crap, and second half was great.

morning -> went to khatib macs to study, then went ck house until 1:30 , and headed to sch for auditions. i fucking screwed up our band by dropping the drumsticks and playing extra after it ended. so sway you know. at first it was the hihats, they became loose right after i start to play. then i was like ARGH then my drumsticks dropped lor. SO EMBARRASSING CAN. then halfway through the audition i was hitting air then realised that there was no ride cymbal. like WTF then i got all panicky and screwed up the whole thing. ARGH STILL WTF. i perfected the whole damn thing when i played last few days then just gotta screw it up during the auditions. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. so demoralised can? DAMN. LIKE SO UNSATISTFIED WITH MYSELF LOR. sigh. i really hope our band can get in. or else i will feel VERY GUILTY. oh and jw looked really cool playing drums(salvaged his band from the poor vocals and soft guitars) and a particular contestant sang really well.

then hy came to my house. lazed around until 6 then we met up with joey, eugene, jw. and off we travelled to pasir ris. then met up with zh, lydiang, jerine. went to downtown east. the escape theme park =) hahaha the staff dressed up in halloween costumes and makeups and went around scaring people. tried rides except the pirate ship ( i hate that ). it was pure fun ok. love the water ride, like you could feel no gravity for a few seconds. but then i got totally wet =/ then tried the indoor rollercoaster, not scary la but was quite painful cause the 90degree turns kept bashing us against the seats. hahah we saw an ABC, SUPER CHIO CAN. plus she wear the halloween costume, super hot. then joey go say AMERICAN BORN CHINESE so loud and scared her away =( then went to the haunted house. omg i was scared the shit outta by jerine. she suddenly scream and pinch me then i thought got someone behind. then make me keep screaming =/ the go karts was fun as well. loved all the cheap thrills i got from the rides =x then walked around til 11. sat somewhere and listened to songs. then blink182's i miss you was playing lor. like so nice. all the lights shimmering then playing i miss you. plus halloween and they were playing the song for night before christmas. NICE NICE NICE. one of the best times i had. =)) went to eat supper and then headed home. FUN. =) HAPPY HALLOWEEN! i guess this world is fair afterall, gave me a bad morning/afternoon and a very pleasent night. sorry for the grammer/spelling errors . super tired now. gonna go bathe then sleep.

CONCLUSION:
this morning's retardedness has knocked some sense into me. that i am not as good as i think i am. gotta practice more if i really wana achieve my dream. BYEBYE and thanks guys for the super fun night !

[Love, J] ;12:58 AM;